Take root in your soul, not in others issues.

Take root in your soul, not in others issues.

She'll be safer that way, right!

Let's get Mary Magdalene to put a restraining order on him. She'll be safer that way, right!

Hide go seek.

We still play hide go seek. As adults this is nothing unique. But don't hide from yourself. Don't be so lost and can't be found. Don't take refuge In the games you play. For you just pushing your truth away You're losing time and that is the real. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

All of my writing is art, not Chronicles.

All of my writing is art, not Chronicles. It takes one to be sensitive to the ambiguities of life. It takes intelligence and reflection to be able to absorb my writings as well as a living rich inner life. For those of you that do, Thank you for being you.

She is Beautiful, lovely and far beyond the norm

She is Beautiful, lovely and far beyond the norm That is why she's storm. She's able to really see my soul. Will Always cherish her She's truly all of her sides She is a bumpy but Beautiful ride. Take you to your very core. Destroy you and you will ask for more. For you are more real for having been with her! In a past life I killed the killers, the treacherous in the Civil War She was a native Canadian Blackfoot woman who was subjected to being Chattle. such residence from our past, Residence distort as they amplify. That is why she so real even as she tells her lies. With her the strength and mystery of my soul and passion are reify Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

The surveillance of your killer and her Killers does not go away.

I faced some of my deepest fears. I cried my most salty tears. I collapsed right into my core. Take your soul over a buck. Take your heart over a fuck. You could gamble with them in how you play, but never never forget your innermost promise to yourself or loose your way. Judas Rome Caesar and Christ. Kennedy was shot more than twice. The surveillance of your killer and her Killers does not go away. Some will really love you, bring you to your self even though they betray you as they betrayed them self.

Without love we slowly die.

Without love we slowly die. when we lack love, we rush time. A race Against this insidious death. And seek instant gratification, in the past it was TV now it's computers, portals of cyberspace, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram soon virtually reality. We go faster and faster. The symptoms of our time. The degree to which we raise children without knowing it, without giving them real love, is a degree for which they will as adults seek instant gratifications, pursue more and more false life and pleasures in cyberspace, and less and less real human contact, experience and relationships; they will not matter much to them, only what they could obtain through them. Marketers and advertisers will make a virtue out of this pathologies, in time the financial pressures will force some scholars to back it. If you feel what you feel and be what you are with excepting people, that do not repress their own issues and perpetrate their issues on you, you slowly heal yourself. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

When they do not support our humanity

Power, status, hierarchy, specialization, allure, there is nothing wrong with these forces in them selves, the problem occurs when they do not support our humanity, but become primary and no longer serve our humanity but become ways in which we hide from our self, perpetually distracting us and distancing us from one another, with the illusion that we are really existing in a meaningful way that is conducive to our real best interest. They become a problem for us, us meaning humanity when our primary superficial biological attributes and propensities become tools use by some to manipulate many, but this process has taken on a life of its own and all are now drawn into it and lost. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Through each setback we summons more of the depths of ourselves

Through each setback we summons more of the depths of ourselves, of a deeper spirit, we not only learn about ourselves and strengthen ourselves, we teach, we give hope, we give renewed vigor and vitality to humanity, to go forwards with life in the spirit of love and generosity no matter what!!!!!

More assertive and gentler at the same time.

I have found that I am more assertive and gentler at the same time. I believe this comes from not just more understanding of myself, my nature and human nature, but a deeper understanding of both with a more profound appreciation of the sacredness of this exchange.

I could not resist her

I could not resist her Nor could i participate in her self-destruction

Candy girl, has heart

She is a little crazy, true, and for me game over. Being dyslexic I really experience how people, especially professional and so called normal mature people abuse the most the most vulnerable at their most vulnerable It is so intrinsic to the condescending perverted nature; such sheep, conformist have no regards for the abilities and traits that make dyslexic people so spectacular, they have no shame in the malicious way they cowardly sniper dyslexics through the bureaucratic system. She is dyslexic, hence my deep pathos for her. She had heart, did not care about their standards and rules. Could careless without a thought. The problem is with some people they take this too far, they have no visions or standard. Courage with no compass. But she did have heart. Much heart.

Poisonous roots

You reach a point where you intentionally stop eating and believing that you are getting real nutrition from poisonous roots. (Metaphorically). Or the roots pretended to be there for you but really were not, for what ever reasons, they were preoccupied with their own internal turmoil.This is difficult if you came from a place where the roots were there for you and good for you on some levels but underminding and undoing you on others. When you reach a point where you have the discernment to really tell the difference, deeply, even far beyond cultural and social perception, where your need for self fulfillment outstrips all of them, regardless of how intense or alluring or seductively they present themselves or they make themselves. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Tenderness and longing of my heart

Can my tenderness and longing of my heart ever be embraced, understood. Will I forever be a slave to my exterior, to others misunderstandings and projections of me. Will others always see the monster in Charles Bukowski and not his tender heart. Will I always be a target of emotional assassination, because of my tenderness and daring outside of the conventional. Will these I know and don't know forever try to destroy me on different levels and not comprehend, cherish and nourish my tender longings of my being.

Putting intelligence and gifts over my desires and sentimentality

Putting intelligence and gifts over my desires and sentimentality

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She was my greatest truth for a while.

She was my greatest truth for a while. She taught me not to be afraid of myself, of my nature, to really not care about what others think. Her wild live embracing madness freed me from the suffocating madness of the cowards normality of those that take refuge in standard bearing socially defined roles of maturity and normality. What I fear, what I know. Only the strong and broken of equal power to me are able, are capable and willing to be there for me enough to truly and accurately reflect me back to myself, to allow me to encounter, to know the truth of myself, the real truth, of my powers, needs and wants were I can live out what is really mine and satisfying. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

How I feel at times

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It was so natural, almost no effort, nothing forced. Feeling, surrender, active. Such tenderness, such connection, such passion, it was like swimming in a lovely dream of passion. Once, there, it was as if I was always there.

Coffee table

Her one room studio apartment is small, but it is crowded with her artful style, her humanity. By her bed that we sit on to watch TV there is her white coffee table. She makes these delicious complex meals, we eat on the high small coffee table while watching TV. She has black licorice jelly beans and many other candies set along the far edges of the side of the table away from the bed. . Emergency candy for her diabetes. I can’t resist it. She always keeps the table and the white rug under it so clean. So well kept. She is so vigilant with the table. It is so small but it is her domain, her control. She is so very generous with this small space and so very exacting My heart goes out to her and her tireless efforts on the small table that somehow symbolizes part of her life. Such boundless lovely energy balancing on such of a small space. Somehow she pulls it off. Except for a few well placed looks at times all is so very pleasant, nothing falls.

I followed her into the darkness and got lost.

I followed her into the darkness and got lost but I found my lost side, my dark half. She was more than my fight flight response gone mad. She was my other half.

To the last lady I dated

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Candy Girl

As she puts the glass back on the bar and looks at me she says, You lost something.   I do not know why or how you lost it, but you  lost your real power  that you pretend   you do not possess.  Your  hiding from your self, but you know you lost your balls.  She nonchalantly calls to  the bartender who is very familiar with her to give her another Gin and club soda.  She turns towards me again powerfully.  Now such as in such moments , it is as if she is channeling while seeing through me and into the concealed forgotten chambers of the depths of my soul. Now she has a hold of  a deep subline hidden corner of my soul, of a mysterious bardo depths of such consequence.  Her words sing of truth,  gliding they   carry such profound weight though  her character  can seem questionable at times.  I  am stunned,numbed  and arrested by the unknown source of the certain truths  she knows of me , I  am  thoroughly convinced for certain that my  entire life is being altered by the  conveyances of her utterances.    I feel exposed, ashamed, yet sense that she deeply and truly  adores me.

There are moments of incandescence which I can not explain

There are moments of incandescence which I can not explain. Part of it is the byproduct of a great effort and steadfastness. Still, when I am faced with overwhelming odds, when all seems lost, the depths of my soul calls out for truth, and it is there.

Life, is full of so many unexpected surprises

Life, is full of so many unexpected surprises, they come and go, you are let down hard, it seems as if you will never feel that certain something again, you meet and find what you need and desire and the possibilities of the healing of your pain and the expansion of your more mature longings are there, but now you are so cool with it, you prefer it, not cling to it, in fact you do not trust it, you do not go with it, you keep to your self as you have some fun but you wait, and know you will wait very long, for the pain and trauma had taught you well. And that is enough, which is enough. If this makes no sense, i understand but some day you will come around and see.

Let it speak to you

Each moment is God, that is all eternity, believe in it and yourself and let it speak to you. You have the liberating insight and power to free many.

When you feel what you really feel

When you feel what you really feel; when you allow your self to be guided by your feelings, instead of pretending and saying to yourself that you should not feel such and such a of way, you oriented your self to your truth, that is you have a more real,a deeper and more solid sense of your self. You are true to your real self as well as your needs as you walk on the solid ground of your life, not a fake life or someone else’s life. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

people with dyslexia are not imprison by the limits imposed

The laws of nature are different and more subtle and complete than the laws of language. People with dyslexia are not imprison by the limits imposed my the rules and laws of language. They have reality with them, which is magic. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Clarity of being

Life and death, clarity of being, in the eternal cycle of seen and unseen, day and night and all of the degrees of light in-between, Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Deeply found even when you hide.

Put yourself in a position where you are not fragmented, where your soul, where your wondrous depths will come through. If you hide from your self in her, and in her sweet desires make certain that it is satisfying and worth the high price you will paid. In fact make certain that she and you are one, that she is more of you than you. From here you are more deeply found even when you hide. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

To our self more and more each time.

Each life awakens us more and more, deeper and deeper, to our self more and more each time. We might not see it now, feel it now, understand it now, get the full meaning of it, appreciate it, understand its influences, most likely not, or only very minimally. But each life no matter what contributes to us, our individual evolution and the collective evolution. Each life is like a leaf, and each life is a new leaf on the new tree, a tree in a different country or in a different continent or time or another time or in another world, or on the exact same tree, in the exact same location. The organic leaf it self lives and dies each time, but the essence of it, it’s uniqueness belongs to an ecological system of subtle forces that are part of the changing foundation of time space, and the seen and unseen forces with their many intermittent vaporous manifestations. Copyright © 1993 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

My unclear subjective emerging I of me

My unclear subjective emerging I of me is not looking for resolution, meaning, nirvana, heaven, paradise, or non existence, it is simply striving for fulfillment, expression, to fully experience the maximum intensity and radiance of its aliveness, each life is simply increasing the wave of my passions, of my emotions, of the tides of my rising being in which it reached the pinnacle of which I am right now. But this wave has become conscious of itself, and I was born trying to escape it, out run it, but by chance I am body surfing on it, trying not to be thrown off of it as I ride it, to where, I do not know. I sense it, I intuit it, I trust it, even in the storms, most of the time, enough of the time. It is not great acts of heroism, great works of achievement, security, victory and recognition, that resonate most real in us, that give us the most sustaining joy, it is those real moments, tenderness, expression , our truth, love, and even resistance of the powers, of the pleasures, of the standards. of the securities, of the overwhelming traditions of lies that the vast majority of take to be real, such give a little to parts of your ego, take greatly from your soul, and/or dignity. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

What your really feel deep and sense down inside of you, is more real

Did you ever notice that what your really feel deep and sense down inside of you, is more real, is more powerful than your history, tendencies, ways and limitations, and when you fully aligned yourself with this and fully commit to your truth, the God within you, and the active God which this universe is part of manifests unseen power and beauty of you that you always into your life.

If you had a difficult birth, a difficult childhood, a turbulent adolescents.

If you had a difficult birth, a difficult childhood, a turbulent adolescents, a hard time during youth, if you had any of these all or of these, chances are you Journeyed from some far places, with a transformative message, an important message, and something is blocking you here, Your message is something that is necessary and vital And it upsets and threatens the established order. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

You are more much more and greater than any diagnosis

If you had a difficult childhood, chances are that you have a transformative message, that threatens the established order. You are more much more and greater than any diagnosis, that is just a Fashion trend that really promotes as it conceals political and financial investments. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

You do not have to review your life through the twisted and distorted lens of those that do not understand or get you

You do not have to review your life through the twisted and distorted lens of those that do not understand or get you, those that are unable or unwilling to get you or all the above. Someone from the Inquisition the Spanish Inquisition will never be able to understand an astrologers of today discover new plants and demention of the universe. Go on with your enlightenment and fulfillment and leave them behind. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved Like · Comment · Share

The range of experience that we have are unique to us

The range of experience that we have are unique to us and far beyond the convention understanding of the structure of reality and conventionality as well as our understanding of mind, society, culture and the ordinary flow of things as well as time. Cultivate your special powers, attributes and abilities. Do not let others limited, conventional views of you and the world limit your will and confidence in making what what is reality to you. For that uniqueness which is you with its powers of expantion and synthesize dimensions is more powerful than all of the galaxies and it belongs to creation, though it comes through you, and only your uniqueness can fulfill as well as express it. Those that are conventional and adhered to the rules of some set status quo are trapped in the prison of so call normality. Be free and stay free! Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Lost for ever

To be addicted to false pleasure is a way to be lost for ever. Be with those that cherish your treasure. Not those refusing to face their false measure. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Committed to the truth

The degree for which you are committed to the truth (of your childhood) is the degree for which the virtuous cycle will without do the negative cycle in your relationships and in your life. The commitment to really know your truth, over and over again, no matter what will guide you away from people using you for their twisted desires, for their need to keep you small so as to hide from their self betrayal and (the commitment to really know your truth will guide you) towards those that genuinely care for you and want to share their self fulfillment with you. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Deceptive slogans

One of the most popular and deceptive slogans going around to day is, do you want to be right or do you want to be happy. It should say, do you want to know the truth, ( for that is the only way to real and lasting happiness) or do you want to remain deceived and continue pretending, so as to avoid your truth and any chance for real happiness and fulfillment. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Life will show you the way

The door will open, not based on your personality, achievements, efforts, not based on any conventional measurement of intelligence, talent or so called adjustment, but based on your essence, how much of it you desire to experience. Beware, your inborn greatness is too often not received my your family, or the world and if it is too often the world is indifferent , and antagonistically hostel world that too often moves towards destroying more then embracing what is great. For most fear the real, their real self, and what awakens them to be what they truly are, they fear what releases them from the prison of their false self and the deceptions that it surrounds it self in. Leave the fools, go forwards into your joy anyways. Life will show you the way.

The risk of not being one self is too great

The risk of not being one self is too great. One must be what one is no matter the cost, no matter what the risk. The false layers fall away, let them fall, let your self be. When you had enough of the unsatisfying ways of adopting and just be, you know it, they ways will come, invisible, but never failing like the air in your lungs. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Though we are plagued with faults

Though we are plagued with faults, emotional surges that derail us at times, we still find our center enough to change what we do not want in ways that bring us closer to those that we need in our life and distance our self from those that we unknowingly use to hide from our real self, with its many splendorous powers and desires.

The parents that realy did not want their children

The parents that realy did not want their children, but can not and will not admit this to them selves are responsible for the murder of their children souls, for they do not care about the child’s future self and the damage they do to them that will last them for the rest of their life. They are responsible for their own willful ignorance and indifference. Such slowly destroy their children every time they use, or mis use an so called legitimate excuses to release their pent-up frustrate and hostility towards the innocent child. As an adult they will internalize this insidious hostility and abuse and destroy themselves. Everyone will say what wonderful parents they had and what horrible human beings they are. We are responsible for challenging the ignorance we inherited from our family, from our culture, from our race from our time.

HOW I SEE THE WORLD TIMES

In some of my writings, I am speaking to the human potential, not as what we are instead what we potentially are, what is latent in us. I am not speaking to our envious nature. At other times I look life directly in the eyes and see us as we are, behind the pretense, the charades and the masks. This is the latter. I've noticed that when I go out with a black lady, say to the movie theater, some of the looks I get from some middle class couples, is just unbelievable. The contempt they cannot conceal is pathetic. But when I get these looks when I'm with my children I really have a low opinion of some of human nature. The pre-judgement which I receive from them is worse than a pre-judgement blind ignorance I received when I was a dyslexic child in narrow minded grammar school in the 60s and 70s with and bitter, ridge and narrowminded teachers. Of course, most of the time I ignore the ignorant bastards as I enjoy my time with my love ones. But I see, it I feel it. Like a stench,I cannot not notice it. I really appreciate the few, the very few that have a higher estimate of human nature and authentically live it.

WHERE IS YOUR ALLEGIANCE?

WHERE IS YOUR ALLEGIANCE? MOST PEOPLE NEVER QUESTION THE HYPOCRISY OF THEIR UPBRINGING. They think that they are adults but they’re only playing the roles assigned to them, roles they took to get their parents approval, and societies approval, roles they simply had to take out of fear, when they were small and vulnerable. But we know that our upbringing in our society has many blind spots where cruelty, indifference hides, very many, Just look at our indifference towards children, most parents still unquestionably believe yelling at their children is alright even into adulthood, then hitting the children is alright, that shaming their children is alright. It is not alright! Most Parents still think, “as long as I give my children food and shelter it is alright for me to make my demands on them, at the expense of their own personality ” to ignore, who they really are, and cut out the sides of the child’s personality that they do not find accepting. Most parents expect their children adult children to conform to their warped expectations. This form of perpetration is why others perpetrator abuses and indifference towards others, most of the time socially sanctioned other times not. You cannot buy enough of anything, you cannot consume enough of anything and you cannot be enough of anything to fill the void of childhood abuses and neglect we all suffered. By facing this suffering and feeling it, and refusing to perpetrate it on the vulnerable and the week and refusing to glorify it in the name of a proper upbringing, racial superiority or irrigants, we are taking the steps to enf this plague upon ourselves and the next-generation. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

We are all here to reveal this human potential

We are all here to reveal this human potential to one another in our own unique way, through others and our own very frustrating limitations and destructive false perceptions. What children need is enough space to find their own way. With real love, caring, wisdom of the parents constant reflective life as the port to come and go, they will discover the known an unknown of life, of them selves with all of its unique gifts and powers. Anthony Cavuoti. All Rights Reserved 20011

Little miracles,

Little miracles, big miracles are so very common, they really are. Life could fill you with so much anxiety one moment, later that day you see it was clearing you to wisdom, now you love much wiser, deeper, you love so much more alive.

Our attachment patterns our the shells for which we extend out to others, that we we emerge from, most get marooned in them to some extent, still most find a way to have fulfilling lives.

Simply striving

My unclear subjective emerging I of me is not looking for resolution, meaning, nirvana, heaven, paradise, or non existence, it is simply striving for fulfillment, expression, to fully experience the maximum intensity and radiance of its aliveness, each life is simply increasing the wave of my passions, of my emotions, of the tides of my rising being in which it reached the pinnacle of which I am right now. But this wave has become conscious of itself, and I was born trying to escape it, out run it, but by chance I am body surfing on it, trying not to be thrown off of it as I ride it, to where, I do not know. I sense it, I intuit it, I trust it, even in the storms, most of the time, enough of the time. It is not great acts of heroism, great works of achievement, security, victory and recognition, that resonate most real in us, that give us the most sustaining joy, the most real feelings of aliveness, it is those real moments, tenderness, expression , our truth, love, and even resistance of the powers, of the pleasures, of the standards, of the securities, of the overwhelming traditions of lies that the vast majority take to be real, such give a little to some parts of your ego while stealthily taking greatly from your soul, and/or dignity. Perhaps this is true once you get to a certain age. It is true for me.

You cannot share the truth, connect in a non-toxic bind, honestly exchange in a meaningful

You cannot share the truth, connect in a non-toxic bind, honestly exchange in a meaningful and sincere way with someone that has spent most of their life hiding from them selves and out of fear to avoid the shock and devastation of their emotional disfigurement which has become amplified by their lost long past decisions to identify with the exploiters and abusers in their life. They fallaciously or unconsciously believe that they have gained and profited from this orientation and will not change. As long as they are in denial of their truth and abuse they will continue to perpetrate the same way or in a similar way in which were perpetrated. They might pretend to be your friend, lover, greatest supporter to undermine you and stab you in the back, anything to keep their pain pushed down and out of consciousness. They are loyal to The perpetrators Not to them self and not to you. These are the greatest believers. The pillars of the communities. The most Christian of all Christian, the most caring of all caring, the most sound of all sound, intelligent of all intelligent and the most pathetic persons you will ever experience. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

You just follow the flow of fools passively going to oblivion.

You lack the courage to make it real, the uniqueness of your subjectivity. Your strength is using what is common to you and others to fit in. You think by being approved of, indifferent, righteous, seemingly firm and blindly loyal on the outside, while dying on the inside in the common ground game that seduces us and betrays us, you are being unique and daring and satisfied. You just follow the flow of fools passively going to oblivion.

Express your real self

Yes pleasure, joy and ecstasy, the springs of life, to live life, not to escape from life. You can't use one side of life to nullify another not even a delicious side or an exhilarating side. But it Sure feels good for a while. You have to take care of business, most of all your self, the real experience, needs, desires and longings of you behind the masks of the competent roles you play to the world that demands them of you. Real to yourself (And not overly adapting) that makes these little whiles happen and happen more intensely over and over again, as you express your real self by their exhilaration not using them to hide from your real self and life. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Do not mistaken this force by the way it has been misused

We do not have to worship it, praise it, change or alter our behaviors to please it, to summons it, we do not have to adhere to a certain moral or ethical code to obtain it powers, its guiding, protecting, and reifying influences. Like electricity or radio waves, and like so many other forces that we have only recently discovered and are learning how to use, this force was always there, It is here now, we simply have to relate with this force in a manner that is attune to the many layers of our uniqueness and the circumstances that we are in and what we long to become and with those we love. Do not mistaken this force by the way it has been misused, twisted, exploited by the many ways mankind has disguised it. Individuals, civilizations and institutions have attempted to usurp it the in the forms of religious institutions, moral and cultural precepts, controlling philosophies and spiritual practices.

Being dyslexic I really experience what hypocrites people and institutions are

Being dyslexic I really experience what hypocrites people and institutions are. Right from the start I recalled vividly how I knew I should spell but was unable to. I tried but was baffled by the entangled puzzlement of such of a seemingly simple task that on some levels I knew I had the intelligence to master. I needed someone to help me, to make sense of this, someone that understood for I could not understand what was happening and why it was. The same was true for reading but even worse, for my difficulties in reading were just as profound but this vulnerability of my learning style was always made public in front of the class and the teachers had no shame in how they shamed me as well as embarrassed me by having me fail so crushingly so very often reading infrunt of the class, as an exercise and then later as a punishment. My kindergarten, first and second grade teachers where terrible sadistic old spinsters who's hostility and indifference knew no boundaries. Thrird forth and fifth grade teachers were not as bad but the worce of all was the Neo Nazi of a sixth-grade teacher Miss Schmidt. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Real love is like moisture in the air

Real love is like moisture in the air, you cannot fake it, it is either there or it is not, and how much is there. Most families are a house on fire, there is no moisture, none. They are simply proficient at pretending there is. Copyright © 2012 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

He answers “Lets just call it soul or right brain, we try to keep a balance, as your culture favors the left brain, linear control processes, we are more right brain intuitive. “ “Help me understand it more clearly” I ask The captain continues, “thinking and planning for us are faculties of the mind to assist us at times. Your culture is fixated on thinking and planning, you have come to identify with that part of your mind as who you are, you have created models of who you are, what the universe is and you are trapped in your however ingenious but limited perception. We experience the expanding, mystifying and clarifying nature of our self and creation.” I ask, “What do you use thinkig for.” He replies, “to wonder, as well as to assist us in concrete operations for a particular time and place” Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved He answers “Lets just call it soul or right brain, we try to keep a balance, as your culture favors the left brain, linear control processes, we are more right brain intuitive. “ “Help me understand it more clearly” I ask The captain continues, “thinking and planning for us are faculties of the mind to assist us at times. Your culture is fixated on thinking and planning, you have come to identify with that part of your mind as who you are, you have created models of who you are, what the universe is and you are trapped in your however ingenious but limited perception. We experience the expanding, mystifying and clarifying nature of our self and creation.” I ask, “What do you use thinkig for.” He replies, “to wonder, as well as to assist us in concrete operations for a particular time and place” Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

It is not karma

We are in a state of misery, of anxiety, of constant struggle, and constantly being harassed by our fellow human beings, and the worries of our existence not because we are born defective, not because we are born in a state of sin, or because we have karma, bad karma. It is our up-bringings, our culture keeps us in a state of perpetual ignorance, it uses our sacred traditions for this such as religion, such sacred traditions both inspire us, guide us and keep us in a constant state of ignorance. The hypocrisy of this poisonous pedagogy damages the developing nervous system and brain of the child for life. The full force of the childs inner beauty, of the pent up life and love behind the floodgates of superstition, of repression will only be realized to the child once this truth is known, once this truth is felt, once this truth is experienced. Now as adults we unconsciously hide behind the cloak of the insidious methods of our unbringing and we perpetrate on one another through socially sanctioned molds of conduct the neglect, indifference and abuses that were done to us as infants, as children. As adults we blame it on God, on karma, on our genes, when in fact it is the ignorance of our civilization, of our society and its misuse and abuse of sacred traditions that give the adults in our vulnerable years permission to damage us, permission to neglect us, permission to abuse us, it is a socially sanctioned terrorism of the soul. Are awareness and our willingness to see it is the beginning of the ending of this ignorance. These superstitions that keep us ignorant. it is not God, it is not bad or past karma, it is the imprint of how we were treated as children. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

All great souls, minds thinkers and philosophers had to contend with such

There are always higher forces at work, guiding you, creating coincidences in your favor, and they are very forgiving for the frustrations, annoyances of how you may not always be graceful and sometimes a little harsh with those that are incompetent or on some level bullying you with their attitudes and or their little power. All great souls, minds thinkers and philosophers had to contend with such arrogance fools, angry fools, nervous fools, petty fools. Still we get back on course, we usually react to them when we are stressed or suffered a perfect storm of fools. We get back in synchronicity, moving up, and in getting our needs met better than ever. Taking care of yourself is your inoculation from toxic fools. Copyright © 2012 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Your past Karma

Your past Karma, that is your past states of mind, desires, inclination, attitudes, actions, and results they had on others narrow, shallow and and bigoted ego minds in a past life is what you are swimming are sinking in Emotionally. Your automatic thoughts reflects your pass imprint memory in this life And your imprint memory our results past karma, for you karma creates the conditions that allowed the emotional damage to you too happen and are not happen or both. How people's others from your past incarnation real minds, that is their Clear mind, (their depths, their soul, the side of their Being that was above) trauma, racism, prejudice, ignorance and bigotry of their time, That, that clarity That should've been the condition of your past life is what you are starting to fly in in this life, P

The more you know your childhood

The more you know your childhood, your early childhood, your infancy, what your mother experience while pregnant with you; what sort of environment surrounded you while you were developing in your mothers womb? What was her emotional state? What was your biological father's emotional state. What supports did she obtain from her environment, what were the stresses that impinge upon her and you. The more you know your past the more you are able know how and why you perceive the world as you do and why you react to the world as you do. You need to know this in order to escape the bondage of past and present toxic relationships and other forms of unfulfillment so as to move in to the direction solidifying your higher inclinations as well as your greater nature, as the the higher latent potential of you personality, mind and soul. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Think of your your, best you peak experience and successes (draft)

Think of your , best you peak experience and successes, just do not think about them, feel that reexperience then. This unconscious conscious motivation and increase your drive In the present On which you need do what steps you need to take for your fulfillment right now. Just important it will incline you increase your will in confidence Not to take steps that will further harm, as being involved in a distractive relationship, overextending yourself emotionally in directions you should not be going right now.

Most people don't know them selves in this life (draft)

11 28 14 Most people don't know them selves in this life So knowing yourself in previous incarnations Will not be effective until you get a solid sense of yourself in this life, of course both work together but You have to be anchored in this incarnation this time and place before you can venture into the past without losing yourself. Your present personality and incarnation has to be in anchor enough to keep you grounded so you can return And profit from your inward Journey. Feelings and emotions, your inclinations you do not profit from and causing degrees of mental anguish, these are unresolved issues from past incarnations. Relationships that degrade you more than they fulfill you are unresolved issues from past and carnations. Of course they get consolidated and reenacted And significant relationships in your present life, all the while for your development There are opportunities to work it out, if you have a good child counselor someone could help you out as a child, A good school or therapist to help you as a teenager, as a young adult, most go to marriage counselors that is where the issues play themselves out Most prevalently in our culture. The trick is to indulge your higher inclinations More then your lower inclinations. Most people get over involved in their lower inclinations. Maroon there and this gets played out in dysfunctional relationships, addictions, unfulfilling jobs and careers Other patterns of negelct and destruction. You become overly involved with And or marry your neglect issues They played them sells out both go on each other They are the cause of this Fortunate drama trauma. Others just focus on their higher inclinations This leads to inflation grandiosity And shadow that is the neglected side plays itself out in relationships, impulses ventures and all sorts of emotional blindness That ultimate leads to overextending disappointment and failure. If you deal with the lessons you need to learn here Well asses friends need to cultivate, perfect and excel through, Voice to text draft

We find our way

As we commit to life we find our way in life, more and more we find our way in life, to life, We struggle through the collective established ways of life, what gets us through is more than our own will, it is the deeper, higher, more expansive mind coming through us, life coming through us. As we shed the false ways others put on us mostly in our developmental years, we shed the false ways of humanity, not only freeing our self from established deceptive patterns that once where thought necessary but now hinder, twist and distort, we free others caught in this poisonous bonding of darkness, out of deceptions that pose as necessity. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Reincarnation became excepted more fully in the west just at the time where we could destroy our selves as a species

It is interesting that reincarnation became excepted more fully in the west just at the time where we could destroy our selves as a species making a return impossible in our human form. Would we have to start over in this world or another? One of the premises of reincarnation is based on not to radical of a change from one existence to the other, from One Life to the other. Could the anxiety And repulsion We experienced towards war be in part our species way of saving us from our destructive side?

Exit that we mistakenly got off of

For now this world is a bad exit that we mistakenly got off of , a demolition derby of our worse impulses and desires, it will change far into the future as we evolve. Get back in the highway fool. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Maturity is so disproportionate

Maturity is so disproportionate, for the best results one has to learn to line their cultivated sides up to advance and refine their less developed sides instead of having it cover-up, which is what our society does too often. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

cellophane wrappers

Could the sterilization process of our modern system and the cellophane wrappers that we are all trapped in be part of the reason why as a society we seek so many illusions for an escape. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

We are all powerful descendants of eternity that are expressing it in an unique way.

We are all powerful descendants of eternity that are expressing it in an unique way. We come through one another in an infinite amount of finite ways, at times this stratum reifies and vivifies what we are, other times, it distorts what we are. Reflection allows us to be more discerning as to what we reveal as well as to whom. Since I am posting this on Facebook I am still learning.

You know you are more whole when you no longer identify

You know you are more whole when you no longer identify with how you react to predatorily deceivers that posed as someone you can trust, though they reflect a sign of our times. You are no longer embittered by such abuse of trust, you see that such act out how they were exploited and abuse as a child by sometimes high functioning in dysfunctional settings overly adoptive parents with superficial facade of caring that abused them. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

A great deal of what you see and believe in the ascend

A great deal of what you see and believe in the ascend is not what is real; you see the reality more fully in the resend. Learn from it and your ascends will be more sustaining and you descend will be more meaningful.

Be with someone that will incline you to live up to your human creative life affirming potentials

Be with someone that will incline you to live up to your human creative life affirming potentials, inside and out side of the known, not someone that will reenact your family's repressed issues. To do this you have to be willing to face the truth about your family, not idealize them.

Coexist for a purpose

There are both believers and nonbelievers. They coexist for a purpose. The believers get to cocky in their transcendence, the nonbelievers get to arrogant in their practicality. They keep one another in check and both are on their way to God in their own way.

If you live more in cyber space

If you live more in cyber space than you do in real space, you are and are leading the way for the modern slaves. Copyright © 2011 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

We have all become slaves to mindless distractions

We have all become slaves to mindless distractions, Facebook, twitter, video games act…. are accelerating are loss of humanity but we are so count up in out doing one another on shallow levels, or gave up. We have replaced meaning with entertainment and loss the sour of our being.

Distortion field

To slow down, see what is going on, really going on, stop you trajectory from the pain, from the distortion field of your family, made of surface and underground hatred, jealousies, resentment, insecurities.

Father give me strength and wisdom so that I may love and care for the innocent, for the good of heart.

Father give me strength and wisdom so that I may love and care for the innocent, for the good of heart. To fulfill why you sent me. Thank you for this life, be with me father so that I may further expand your glory.

Sometimes we have to go beyond

Sometimes we have to go beyond the rules to make our culture and our society more of a just place, more humane, more compassionate and sophisticated, that is more aligned with what is noble in us as well as most eternal in us. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Readying your self

Did you ever notice that when you are messing up, going down a path that is not right for you that you are very determine to go down, you get mad at the many strange coincidences that are getting in your way, harassing you, only looking back do you see that it was God calling to you. Rays of light through the clouds of desires in the storms of pain. Only by readying your self for the storm can you act on the signs, stop, next lesson, calm the storm. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Set the conditions to reify

Our society is not a place where we collectively set the conditions to reify what is most real in us, most noble in us, eternal in us, no now it is a place that perverts us, twist us, distorts us. Then our society promises to fix us and to restore us. Who are you going to give your soul to, the government, the state, corporations, institutionalized ideologies, or are you going to struggle against this madness. Perhaps not giving in, being a positive deviant, struggling against this madness while making a living in it, transforming it more than it distorts you with means that are as noble as the ends, perhaps this is the only way to be real now, to live now, to be sane now, not just so called normal. To be sane in the face of overwhelming collative madness cloaked behind sanity. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

depths of our mind are more then mind, much more, the soul

The depths of our mind, unknown depths of our mind are more then mind, much more, the soul, which is part of the core of creation itself translates it’s mysteries through us, through our depths into our dreams, into conditions of our carnation. We come to our self more deeply, sublimely and profoundly as we summons the forces needed to overcome the familiar barriers to this realization. God works most profoundly through our soul, through our self, the ego has to line it self up. We must line all levels of our self up as best we can to fully realize the mysteries of life, our soul, of creation, of God. We belong to life; we expand our society as we vitalize our self, educate our self, know our self, be useful to your soul, to life, not a tool for the status quo. Let the dead bury the dead, you must go on with those willing to live, those who have there roots in life, the life of life, not the pseudo life of death nestled in status and security behind the walls of nominal psychology, morality and religion.

lchemy of the mind, of the heart, of the soul on all levels

This is not a passive process; it is alchemy of the mind, of the heart, of the soul on all levels. We have to work hard and diligently so as to recognize, appreciate and maximizes the positive forces, the enlightening force, and the expanding forces that are coming into our lives.

Creation is great and sublime in its expanding expressions.

Creation is great and sublime in its expanding expressions. There is more to us then we know; the distortions of the environment of our early life play them selves out in us to some degree all through our life. It starts out while we are in the womb. However our environment provides us with liberating encounters, with people, with works of art, with forces of liberation, that free us more and more from the twisted emotional, psychological, social and cultural distortions of our past, the most powerful ones are the enlighten people we encounter, we meet these people seemingly randomly from early childhood all through our life. Copyright © 2014Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

You feel

Once you start to be real with what you feel, you feel,you exist; you live more deeply sublimely and profoundly. (You cannot change others, or inspire them to be something they are not, or refuse to be, (meaning more genuine), or are afraid to be.) But you can be yourself, be your self more profoundly, deeply, meaningfully. Refusing to be abused, devalued, underrated, and disrespected. Even more than having a great life is having a great life that is yours, the degree for which you are real with life, life is real with you. This starts with how you really feel. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Be real with what you feel

Once you start to be real with what you feel, you feel,you exist; you live more deeply sublimely and profoundly. (You cannot change others, or inspire them to be something they are not, or refuse to be, (meaning more genuine), or are afraid to be.) But you can be yourself, be your self more profoundly, deeply, meaningfully. Refusing to be abused, devalued, underrated, and disrespected. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

In such families,

In such families, with such parents, emotional reactions, even more, the expression of genuine feelings from their children, even as adults, adult children are followed up ( from within) with great shame, guilt and panic. There are unspoken rules against being an autonomous being with your own desires, direction, purpose and identity. Such rules have become internalized. Awareness, staying aware of this and not being shamed to conform or shamed to fall asleep. This is a start for freeing your self. If you do not get this you are an abuser of the worse kind, unfriend me, and piss off!

Never really felt a home in this world

For me finding a place to belong. I never really felt a home in this world. My family gave me some tender moments, some words of wisdom, but they where small mid pacific islands in a sea of disparagement, ridicule and words of abuse, that ripped through my emotions and into my soul.

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One thing that I have Learned in my 51 years on earth is that when you have emotional pain due Abuse neglect and or unfulfillment from your past though the world will tell you to push it down to forget about it is best to feel it acknowledge it and respect The signal that it is offering you this signal that is telling you to listen to your past pain so as not to Continue it, continues to be blind to it and tolerated in your present. To stop being subjected to it in abusive family members and and willfully blind and neglectful family members and friends. Best of face acknowledge it in your heart then staying blind to it and re-living it it over and over again until your potential, time and soul dwindle. Your Higher faculties Kickin once you face your pain. Once you acknowledge your pain and set limits and stay by them. From here you higher desires come in bringing them to pass and fulfilling your debths instead of frustrating you by maintaining your allusions. The paradox it is by facing your pain you also face what your real desires are and they come into focus into being.

I say where great. I always say where great!!! I say Your great!!!

I say where great. I always say where great!!! I say Your great!!!

When every you are emotionally attuned to a child

When every you are emotionally attuned to a child, you are not only making a healthy brain and frontal cortex, you are giving life back to life in it most purest form. This creates as well as expands such of a positive cycle of life.

We are the chrysalis cells

With every thought, feeling, emotion, workings of our mind from our depths we not only transform this agreed upon illusion based on fear we call reality in unknown ways, in such sublimes acts we transfigurate it. We are the chrysalis cells, the door to a new system, in which we are interconnected in and through what is most vital in us. Resistance along the way will deepen as well as strengthen you for it is your teacher; it pushes you to originate, this gives you the way, the lead out side of the herd.

Dare to imagine and except your own reality

Dare to imagine and except your own reality, a more freer, vivid, clearer, reality, more sublime, more reasonable, passionate with increase capacity for life’s many known as well as unknown complexities, and other living forces of the soul, in our depths that come forth in their own unique ways that are not immediately revealed to us. Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

I say brain to mind is like clock to time.

In News Week this month there is an article that says children are little mad men, since they do not have developed frontal cortexes. This so-called science explains why children cannot pay attention and because of their lack of brain devolvement they are in an eternal here and now. Adults need not drive them self crazy being attuned to this madness. What non sense. I say brain to mind is like clock to time. No one really understands time. Nor do we know what we measure; the same is true for the mind. We have a flawed belief that if we understand our brain we will understand our self and our human condition more. We measure something we do not understand and draw conclusions. Plus we act as if the brain is not shaped by its epigenesist. This science might make people better manipulators as sales people of all sorts. Let not fool our selves and fall asleep for good. Anthony Cavuoti 2/6/14

Why are the so-called most liberal people the most harshest, and ridged in their judgments as well as in their understandings, they pretend to be wise, excepting, generous yet use the most conventional tools and standards and are the most blind to anything original.

Why are the so-called most liberal people the most harshest, and ridged in their judgments as well as in their understandings, they pretend to be wise, excepting, generous yet use the most conventional tools and standards and are the most blind to anything original.

Christ is the answer and Christ is the way.

Christ is the answer and Christ is the way.

be prepared to be slandered, pathologized

If you see the corruption, the incompetence in a place be prepared to be slandered, pathologized, analyzed by the twisted logic of the deceivers, they will use the tools of law, of psychology, to make their issues your issue. For you threaten to take away their grand deception from deceiving others. They will try to kill you and call you a killer. You cannot change a Thomas Mann The Magic Mountain alone. Leave the corruption. That is how their gimmick starts to crumble.

More of life as we go on.

Life is alive. We encounter more of it as we go on. Sometimes in unexpected directions. As we go we encounter our self, more of life, sometimes directly, sometimes with others who do not know the extent of their presence and meaning. There is always the betrayers, the deceivers, the arrogant and jealous. We learn to protect, cherish and defend the life of life was we see through their fronts. We gain as we go on to more fulfilling encounters armed with more sight, heart, mind, presence and soul. Our obstacles give us the abilities to free others from the games of the lost that believe them self set in their false adaptations. You are free to encounter life on your own terms, that is from your core and no longer beholden to the false perceptions of the pretenders, of the status quo.

External processes of how our minds’ and depths influence to one another on deeper levels all of the time

You Tub. Face book, Google, Twitter are external processes of how our minds’ and depths influence to one another on deeper levels all of the time. Right now it is crude, immature, as well as for the most part degrading. But it is the beginning of this embryogenesis that reflect depths and realities all ready in us.