She is all that I can see

Sometimes I am the fool Ignoring my feelings and using my body like it tool, Sometimes I Take care of everyone except myself Sometimes I simply just need to feel That's something beyond my meaning is real Sometimes I just feel so tenderly She is all that I can see To the point where she's everything to me but illusions they just fade away But they are more real than the brick More real than light more real than ground more real than sound More real than a blink more real than a swallow more Real than awakening more real than sleep Yes yes it is really that deep Sweet sweet allusion broke my heart Beginning Echo genesis, phoenix it's a new start.

I am no mistake.

I am no mistake. Though adopted and falsely documented from the start Though dyslexic and slandered from the start. Misunderstood from the start Targeted for others ignorance and projections She was no mistake Similar to me Misunderstood and forsaken But never gave up More than passion real life real love Doesn't always fulfill its self But it awakens you Brings you back to yourself See through the veil of institutionalize, cultural, lies socialized slanders and lies She is still freeing me like starlight from a distant past

I choose to meditate work out and write.

I don't like when people yell at teenagers or children. I see teachers and leaders doing this. And the parents that are supporting the group they tend to perpetrate this on each other. people project onto others their insecurities to maintain their equilibrium. I choose to meditate work out and write. Not to use others vulnerabilities for a crutch. And I really do not like it when people attempt to play on my vulnerability. For them I'm like electric eel underestimate me at your own peril

Time is how we are connected and stretch out together.

11 19 15 You see, time is what we are, more than you know. Time is how we are connected and stretch out together. You are the awakened the artist of your unfolding in the world of sleeping time. Many are time bomb to them self. You stay awake, the defuser of ignorance, of fear, the makers, the shakers, the awakers of time. 11 19 15

People recover from so called mental illness when they sincerely experience and face the truth of the abuse, neglect, and traumas they experienced as children.

People recover from so called mental illness when they sincerely experience and face the truth of the abuse, neglect, and traumas they experienced as children. Recovery happens when they no longer attempt and desire to cover it up with chemicals. Our job is to extricate them from this entanglement. Through sincere Empathy and support with the aid of an enlightened person people find their own answers, balance and orientation. They no longer act out what was done to them as children and are no longer willing to destroy themselves to cover up the truth. An enlightened person is someone who is able to face their own truth and is able to stand on their own emotional legs without crutches; they assist their clients to do the same in their own way.

You have to build a bridge of communication conducive for real intimacy before, or while you are crossing the bridge of passion.

You have to build a bridge of communication conducive for real intimacy before, or while you are crossing the bridge of passion. Otherwise it's tragic, lovely, rocking, devastating, delicious, life-changing, ecstasy but tragic. You will act out unresolved issues from your past. Resurrect and attempt to perfect unresolved issues from your past. Stuck in Jurassic Park Fighting for your life mistakeing excitement and intensity for love. Yes you will grow but you will not grow in love. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

smaller than a mustard seed

The part of us that loves, part of us were their is real love, our soul, our spirit, smaller than a mustard seed but larger than all the universes combine, more powerful then all combined. So relax, your debts are in the center of it all, creating it all being it all, guiding it all ! Working in mysterious ways, a dream beyond our comprehension Voice to text draft

A.D.D. is always the results of how Little Attention, real attention you give your children.

A.D.D. is always the results of how Little Attention, real attention you give your children. The brain does not lie it's the map of your attitude towards your child. Children always reflect their parents attitudes towards them.. weather its conscious or not admit it and not accepted or it not. Genetics code is analogous to a phonebook you could have a phone book of your city and still not know it. Have to experience every street every person every relationship....... Drug companies make money from genetics not from the truth and not from our experience, not from our wisdom and courage to face the truth.

All acts of Violence stem from child-abuse, insidious forms of child abuse;

All acts of Violence stem from child-abuse, insidious forms of child abuse; the abusive parent and abuse child are not even aware of this most of the time. The adult child perpetrates what was done upon them. They come up with all sorts of rationales. Just like the people that think spankings, shaming and depriving love is Okay, come up with all sorts of seemingly logical and sophisticated rationales. Most of our brain development happens from pre- natal to four years: Once damage is done it this part of the brain forever, the cerebral cortex higher functioning simply rationalizes the destructive impulses. The abused child is forced to fight this headwind for the rest of their life. By facing our own child abuse, neglect and all its insidious forms and we really feel what we felt as children, not what we were told to feel or think we should feel, than we no longer perpetrate and we are able see through of the mendacity, manipulations, destructive games and ignorance of others.

Reify our depths

For better and worse or both, how we felt before birth, intra uterusly, as an infant, as a child are the impressions we carry for the rest of our life. Blessed our those that go through life with this tale wind. But the vast majority of of us have a headwind, dealing with so called loved ones hostel, and ambiguous attitudes right from the start. The damage is made and set for life. Denial of this only makes for a life of distortions and illusions that is a life of denial. We end up believing we are in love with our distortions. We destroy each other by trying to make our distortions work. We go to work for our distortions, we marry our distortions, we idealize are distortions. That is why we self-destruct. That is why you have so many symptoms. That is why you're depressed. Is why you drink so much. Is why you are on medications. That is why you are so irritated. That is why you want so much materialistically, in a vain attempt to fill is void. But we want to be with someone that loves us for us, as we really are, who excepts us when we are in our real emotional states. Think about that, how real that is. We need to be with Someone that loves us not for what we project which takes constant effort, which is not the self but an effort of the self; to flourish we need someone that sees us, that except that cherishes us for how we really are, in our default mold, which is our early impressions. Which for most of us is not a pretty picture. The active persona that we cultivate later in life is our representative. The more our representative represents us, and not our ideal self , the more real satisfaction we will experience. It takes wisdom, intellect, and a deep desire to live your life to except this. Your life could seem to be very successful, very interesting but if it is not your life, you have no real life. First we have to see ourselves. We cannot see our own eyes in our own face. So we need to be around people that really love us for us. A Big house can not make up for lack of authenticity. Sex all the time, will not make up for lack of authenticity. All the money in the world will never make up for lack of authenticity. All the fame in the world cannot make up for lack of authenticity. Very famous rich and successful Actors are committing suicide, think about it! This distorted and jaded imprinting that we have for life is not a tragedy, it is a constant reminder not to play the game so much where you take it as real, it enables you to see it as it is, a distorted part of a process, yours is not to master the game instead it is to remake the game, to increase its range of human expression, to make it more human, too deepen it and expand the definition of humanity, even if the world does not want to play our game which is not a game, we live our truth anyways for a portion of the world that is ready to free them self, we make our own pocket of sanity. This forces us to tap deeper into a higher self, to be more attuned to our debts self, too more fully identify with our deeper nature, the layers of us that are not born in this life and that do not dissolve in his life, instead this dimension of us, increases through this life. This side of us is closer to our core. The more we live authentically from such debts the more we reifies a deeper portion of our individual subjective depths, that resonate in us for eternity. When we are true to our core, we now only tranforn our very life, we set the conditions, we set the switches for you high or human faculties to emerge, this allowed others to more fully manifest their uniqueness, less distractions, less distortions, less materialistic and ornamentation. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Thank you

LA County got sued Because the resource classes weren't doing anything for the dyslexic students in them They would just vegetate When I was in high school the black girls in the class read my poems Read my short stories They seen me Encourage me to believe in myself, Seen my strengths see my powers Seen through the false reflections, and distortions of the school. Of the adults The black girls would not let me be anything less then what I was meant to be They would not let my or the adult world false reflections diminish me They see my future self and encourage me I worked on my short stories in the resource class I worked on my book in the resource class with them I dreamt of my future self Now I am a therapist much later life, I'm a professional writer I am a father I'm a competent professional She recognized me just like they recognize me She would not let me hide from myself just like they would not let me high for myself I'm forever thankful and grateful Voice to text draft Anthony cavuoti

Mistaken familiarity

She was Abused by her father emotionally going up. But she could not admit this to herself because she depended on him financially. And he appear to others to be so wonderful. Is there any wonder why she cannot present relationship but the person she is with is emotionally abusive. Mistaken familiarity for normality, constantly going back to the Trumatic feeling thinking that's a form of attachment or love Anthony Cavuoti voice to text draft