Friday, May 06, 2022

Fire breathing dragon

As a child I thought, father your pain is so much, when I grow up, I will turn into a fire breathing dragon and burn this world down, this world that caused you so much pain and suffering. I shall save you from your pain father, I shall be a messiah, I shall wrap your pain with meaning and give you a glorious legacy and climax into glory. As an adult, I was a terrible flying fire breathing dinosaur. I feel bad for burning down the cities like Godzilla, and all the other monsters. To me all the other monsters seemed so terrible, so misguided, so unsophisticated. So, I turn myself into a new biotech tree, I would like to say flower but I’m really a tree, that absorbs the poisons from the world. My trunk and branches are strong green life. I’m still growing, what I am turning into I do not know, I just know that this way is more intrinsically satisfying for me. I am chasing light, I am breathing life.