My father was a bookie, no mat

draft My father was a bookie, no matter what is said, violence is part of such an up bringing, Pride, ego, and superficial understanding of anything deep, emotions are just on winning and losing, no gray. Ego masks as love; if there was love it was only for show or manipulation. Crazy queen of a mother that is a emotional wreck, could never get enough of things, enough of remolding, enough phonies in her life.

Storms of emotions from the winds

Storms of emotions from the winds of manipulation, arrogance, and deception might maroon you on the shores of past pregidous, hates, unfinished business with fools, which means move through it on your own and leave the fools that will not see behind.

There is no stopping life, the diversity of creation.

Too many people act as if hope is dead. Just look around, really look at how people treat each other in the office, on the streets;( read the papers, watch the movies, the news) so much pretense, hostility, arrogance, silent killings, so little kindness, patients, appreciation, understanding love and generosity. If people really had faith, if they really believe in their heart, in their depths they would not be this way. One of the first steps to end the insanity is to face our destructive desires, born and perpetuated out of a lack of love, lack of empathy, lack of courage, lack of sight. It all starts now. It all ends now. We choose every moment. Most of the time most are not aware that they are making such choices. For old patterns, many of which are imprints that were made on their mind and nervous system before they could understand language; this becomes their lens, that is they are unable to see past their habitual fixed ways of perceiving and reacting to the world. Yet we have dreams, intuitions, regenerative impulses, feelings, thoughts and there are many awakened people that have cultivated their higher faculties along with their emotional life, such enlighten individuals will have an affinity with you, and will in various degrees validate the emerging depths in you. To keep it alive and vital you will pass it along to other individuals that you genuinely connect to. You validate in them the real that others cannot and or will not see. This is how we make a diligent effort to go out side of are fishbowl and find are real source, higher desires, and calling. Most will invalidate you as well as your efforts. For the sake of what is substantial in you go forwards anyways. Once you feel the life of this life you may be hampered at times along the way but there will be no stopping you. There is no stopping life, the diversity of creation.

When you are young you believe that you can change the world to a more fulfilling happier place because you have much more of a chance to obtain it

When you are young you believe that you can change the world to a more fulfilling happier place because you have much more of a chance to obtain it, the prospect off this expansion of life pushes many to dream the dream and to attempt to make real the better life, most of the time it fails because the young more than the others believe they can transcend the negative or overly restrictive frustrating established patterning by focusing on the new alone, they believe in the power of metamorphosis. What they come to see if they are not too discouraged is that they are setting the ground work for this transfiguration of such, this quantum leap in out cultural evolution to occur. Most end up failing, being disillusioned and thus unconsciously being guardians of the old.

11 10 13 drift

Our society creates and sustains many enriching pillars that expands while enriches everyone in our culture, such as libraries, humanities, research, some forms of education, parks roads, sift and protection services, but it always encourages many process that are not in our best interest as well such a gambling, impulsiveness, over extending, such as shopping and, enflaming, indulging, hungers, are need to instant gratification through many of our foods, and drinks, both alcohol and not, as well as smoking. Impulsive sex sell them all, we are more than make to have fetishes for things and desirers, we are make to be a war with them as well. ( Such training of us to want instant gratification from are early years robs us of the chance to know our deep needs, and the patience to appreciate and cultivate are many of our subtle and unique latent powers and talents that will benefit our sociality so greatly) The sociality sciences attempt to figure such psychosocial phenomenon out and how they related to one another and instruct people on how to balances their appetite and impulse while are some markers research and perfecting the tools of both manipulating people to over indulging them selves much of the time with things that they might be better not being convinced that they need them. With healthy wiser people, both the individual as well as the market will increases in positive direction on solid ground. For now it seem that each individual is on there own as far not being to trusting and inpatient. All aspects of our mind our under siege both positively and negatively. To make real progress you have to have an ever increasing some understanding of your desirers, your self, your depths, your history and have clearly defined goals, otherwise your progress will be hampered by all of the crosscurrents that constantly surrounds you.

They add to society and one step and take away from humanity a step and a half

It is not that people only hear what they want to hear it is that they can only hear what reinforces and expands the trajectory that they are going on as well as their repertoire of cover up and self-deceptive processes. Most so call educated professionals are not better they just hide in more pseudo sophisticated left-brain cerebral processes. They hide in cerebrum. As a result they are more entrenched and invested in self and other deception. They add to society one step and take away from humanity a step and a half as well as from their children, more and more this is going on; all of us slowly poisoning our selves and humanity while making society more efficient, more superficially efficient, integrated and faster yet less and less of our depths, of our real core is seen, felt and experienced. Our soul, our depths, the deeper layers of our mind, more and more of our subjective self becomes mere appendages of the machine, of the system

Put real depths

Put real depths, purpose, and caring over cleverness, pride and sophistication for its own sake.

You change the world for the better,

You change the world for the better, give others more opportunities for real life, you increase your soul, your being, and all of humanity as well as creation it self not just by going forwards with what you change positively in the face of seemingly overwhelming opposition, but by learning from past mistakes and frustrations while you renew, deepen and vivify your purpose with each set back.

You are more than what you realizes

You are more than what you realizes, we have to draw on creation, on God, on life more, too often we draw on past distortions of our self and reality made by those that are unconsciously invested in maintaining their arrogance and ignorance. Always go forwards with what is right for you and for life. Live in the open oceans and sun of your being, in the stars of other beings, not in the cave of family’s and societies sins, false ways of being based on false stability, or stability with lost of the best of your creativity, individuality, and purpose. Deepening, expanding, and give with more compassion, passion, discernment as well as generosity, of your timeless appreciation of the source, Of God, Of the light, into this changing world that you are influencing positively.

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