Sunday, November 07, 2021

Boundless unleashed energetic lesbian flow

Boundless unleashed energetic lesbian flow Your hair is flowing free as the wind. Your bodies grooven like seaweed in the riptide. Your girlfriends eyes are sticking daggers in me. Don’t want to fight or compete. I’m so caught in your undertow. I’m so alive being dragged out to where I do not know. Caught in the current of your unleash boundless energetic lesbian flow. Drowning in the foaming whitewater of your unleashed energetic lesbian flow. Paralyze with titillation from head to toe. Becoming one with your boundless energy unleashed lesbian flow. It’s so great when you realize you’re not a rock or a plant that grow, but that you are an endless supply of melting snow. That you’re an ocean of a lake that you cannot control. That your a prisoner and one with your unleashed boundless ineffable energetic lesbian flow. Feel it, I am it more than it show, you’re male incarnation of your boundless unleash energy flow. Reach the point of no return. The woman in me is more than free. The water has now become the tea. No ego, no expectations, enjoying you in the moment, no limit For I am fully in it. Surrendering to the current of boundless unleashed energetic lesbian flow. Tearing down walls with my boundless unleashed energetic lesbian flow. I am an incarnation of boundless unleashed energetic lesbian flow. I am not a God to crucify. I am just a newly formed being on a natural high. The fire in my flint was sparked as you grooved on by. I hope this is still a hello and not a goodbye. Boundless unleashed energetic lesbian flow will never die. So hello again and not goodbye. © 2021

Monday, November 01, 2021

Christians do not love Jesus so much as they share a Rome.

It is not that most people in the West believe in Jesus/Christ, the world would be a much better place if that was so, it is that unconsciously they still fear Rome. We still fear Rome. Most of the so-called Christians have a childlike compulsive dependency to continual to serve a neglectful and abusive dysfunctional power hierarchy, with blind obedience and loyalty that has nothing to do with real love. The cross came hundreds of years after Christ death. Jesus preach love in a sadistic time and place in world history, in a culture and society that exacerbated and institutionalized indifference to human life. You think transgender people are stretching it today, could you imagine in a place where murder was the norm, were mercy was an unforgivable weakness and vice, and then this person comes along, challenging the hierarchies, what people believed, even of his culture, and its leaders, and preaching love, seeing through lies, deceptions and mendacity. Perhaps Jesus realize there was so much fear instilled in the people of his time, so much slave loyalty to Cesar, to the emperor, to their king, and Jesus knowing that his view of reality was much more aligned with reality and satisfying and use the symbols of the time to express his message. The emperors thought they were God, the only way to get a cross, I mean across on this hierarchy was to proclaim yourself as God on earth. Could you picture Mary saying to Jesus, “you’re such a fucking bitch why don’t you just take some testosterone. Cuts your hair and pick up a sword, stop fucking around with those degenerates. If you’re going to babble such bullshit stick with your own fucking kind.” Wait a second, this sounds like, fuck, people from where I’m from, except I assure the fuck am not Jesus. Jesus. Christ didn’t fear Rome why should you. He wasn’t tripping about an afterlife; he was all about not taking yourself seriously and enjoying one another here and now. He really preached life before death and if you can’t find it here that is life, love, compassion and free yourself from a tyrannical hierarchy sure the fuck you are not going to find it there. Most of the early Christians believe that Jesus was not the incarnation of God, most believe that he was a very powerful incarnation or emanation of God. Emperor Constantine realized that this will not control society well, being an opportunist, he sided with the competing powers of the early church that were aligned with his political ambitions, hence, Rome once again usurped Christianity. We are still feeling it’s barbaric affect.© 2021

Thursday, October 08, 2020

Well adjusted, psychologically well-adjusted, Just following orders,

Well adjusted, psychologically well-adjusted, Just following orders, When they found out that they were on the list to be on the train Some fell apart, succumb to the spare. Manny resigned themselves to their fate A few became spiritual, integrate their depths, expressed it lovingly on the highest level possible. Some wanted to take out some of the gards, He said, to the guards, he said it’s so loud that even their superiors heard. Do you know you’re going to pay a price for this that’s going to last lifetimes, affect your soul more than you know. Doing the evil biding of the machine ,it’s worse than suicide you’re becoming irreversibly a part of something, losing yourself and doing something that’s completely opposite of what you were created to be. You’re okay with it, unaware of it that’s the worst form of hell.

Sunday, September 20, 2020

Pursuit of happiness.

The rights and guarantees that made us a great country are being undermined at an accelerating rate. The only way out, is out with the surveillance, stop with the undercover control, the manipulation, the coercion perpetuating obedience, this degree of condescension cannot sustain a viable population. People need to be educated, to be free to think and pursue their own happiness, which was a revolutionary breakthrough, this means privacy to pursue ones line of happiness free from the control and coercion of others, that includes our very government. True so called mental health is the ability not only to fulfill your rational human desires, we are not children; we are equally rational and irrational, coming to terms with all sides of ourselves is essential while concealing some from those dangerous self-righteous deluded pseudo moralistic egotist that would use them against you, to hurt you, so as to quench their own irrational needs for power and control. Constant monitoring has forced us into obedience, true Mental health cannot take place in such a restrictive environment, are current social reality, stripped of its constitutional guarantees, is not conducive for adult development. Constantly living in fear and hiding, from capricious judgments of unknown shifting authorities, that most others adhere to, is deleterious to our intellectual, moral and developmental growth. Will we be saturated children distracted by games and humiliating modern gladiatorial spectacles.

Friday, September 18, 2020

Each day creation is fresh new and wonderf

Each day creation is fresh new and wonderful. Creation begins and renews itself each moment. Creation awakens more expands, integrates more while all of its parts being more unique, is more sophisticated, more vivid, creation is more aware of, more alive to aspects of it self

Monday, September 07, 2020

Setting the conditions for our real birth.

We are always headed towards a forever expanding state of completion, always increasing our range of intensifying and fulfilling our desires as well as transcending, metamorphosing, giving birth to more subtle desires that can only be fulfilled if other beings cultivate the full range of their faculties equal to our own. Society should set the conditions for this to happen, instead our current state of affairs only allows those with certain traits, characteristics and attributes to have access to the opportunities to cultivate the full range of their human powers and attributes. The system intentionally has everybody fighting for their own particular and this part time amateur fighting of increasing political polarization ends up becoming another form of entertainment, of pop social cultural distraction, another social manipulation that demands are full attention. Metaphorically, each of us is a unique expression of an eternal force that is everything. All that extends out from it is always still in it. Yet in its infinite nature, it appears that we can separate from it, experience it with others evolving interpretation of it, slowly we create the conditions were by we can more accurately reflect it. The eternal force is analogous to a kaleidoscope, each of us is a different turn of the colors, with different patterns. Is your kaleidoscope your family upbringing, the abuse and trauma you experienced as a child, the neglect you suffered all through your life? You could die of thirst in the ocean, and you could die of unfulfillment in relationships, in work that doesn’t excite. Your fear of going on your own even further. All of this is beam end. A particular distorted reflection we call reality. It is true, early behavior patterns are set and they’re very hard to change. Justice true when you came into this world there is so much more to you than what you were condition to identify with. How many catalyst do you think you might have missed that would’ve awaken you to different potential’s? External encounters that awaken something dormant within us, something intrinsic, once awakened it grows into life through you. Therapy is more than reflection and emotional attunement; it is a catalyst. Sometimes the abyss of trauma, poor parenting, abusive relationships are the very catalyst that propels us into higher levels of awareness, empathy and being. Living out fully that invisible, eternal something that is you, right here and now in the very brief span of this life. It is up to you to make the most of it. Processing your trauma, your past, your feelings is the beginning, clearing the path for you to emerge is what it’s all about. The more you let yourself be seen, the more you grow down into what you really are. Buddha, we have endless opportunities, over and over to live out past our current beam end, to live out, for us to set the conditions for us to, more fully live out our innermost subjectivity, in wonder and delight with others. Christ, quest, purpose, for a higher humanity, more evolved forms of being, Love that transcends, if you stand for what is most true in yourself, the world, the beam ends of this world will be hostile against you. Still go onto other more distant beam ends, now, in this life, here. You make it real in other worlds, in other existences, in other systems, in other realms in your striving to make it real here, in the midst of the overwhelming insurmountable circumstances that you are experiencing right now.

Monday, August 24, 2020

Healing from family systems

Supportive understanding with emotional attunement, releases dormant forces, that allows you to more fully develop your own tools and confidence to feel your Family of origin emotional blockages, heal without being overwhelmed so as to process through, to Liberate you from the restraints of family issues, and to actualize the positive tendencies of your own innate potential's.

Monday, February 24, 2020

My life philosophy

My life philosophy Each of us is a kaleidoscopic beam, the beam ends with us, but the kaleidoscope is always changing. So we are always changing, as a species and as a unique being, each one of us is unique that is why I use the kaleidoscope as a metaphor, each of us is a different turn of the colors, with different patterns. Is your kaleidoscope your family upbringing, the abuse and trauma you experienced as a child, the neglect you suffered all through your life? You could die of thirst in the ocean, and you could die of unfulfillment in relationships, in work that doesn’t excite. Your fear of going on your own even further. All of this is beam end. It is true, early behavior patterns are set and they’re very hard to change. Justice true when you came into this world there is so much more to you than what you were condition to identify with. How many catalyst do you think you might have missed that would’ve awaken you to different potential’s? External encounters that awaken something dormant within us, something intrinsic, once awakened it grows into life through you. Therapy is more than reflection and emotional attunement; it is a catalyst. Sometimes the abyss of trauma, poor parenting, abusive relationships are the very catalyst that propels us into higher levels of awareness, empathy and being. Living out fully that invisible, eternal something that is you, right here and now in the very brief span of this life. It is up to you to make the most of it. Processing your trauma, your past, your feelings is the beginning, clearing the path for you to emerge is what it’s all about. I provide you with the environment, the dialogue and awareness for you to find your own answers to your own mystery and desires so as to live them as fully as you wish. As long as no one gets hurt you’re allowed to challenge the social norms that distort you. You’re allowed to know the truth of your life, feel what you feel, to connect with the eternity of your soul and translate it through the desires of this life, of this beam end in the most satisfying way for you. The more you let yourself be seen, the more you grow down into what you really are. I share my wisdom, help you see through some of the limits imposed upon yourself, to imagine what you do want and go for it regardless of what the other thoughts and those around you are saying. Notice how you talk yourself out of what you really want. I am the one that is going to challenge you to challenge that thinking, those behavior patterns, moods and attitudes, and to go after what you really want. When you talk to most people about what you really desire, what you are risking to make real and how you feel exposed, what you really are striving for, who you secretly really are, externally those that you share this with will give you what sounds like reasonable honest feedback, but when you talk to such people it is simply a place for your inner self to die a little. Let’s reverse this process and bring you to life even more. Inoculate you from those that infect you with their limitations.

Wednesday, April 03, 2019

Metaphorically

Metaphorically, instead of curing cancer our system has become cancer adjusting to cancer. Success is based on who can be the most poisonous while looking like a remedy. We turn ourselves into disease to adjust to a system that is disease stricken. If we want to fix and more fully perfect ourselves in the system we must be a cure for the disease and not be the illness. Illness is here a metaphor for short-term common success. You might think that you can play the game like the rest, fool your self, tell your self that you found a loophole , that you are an inoculation or that you are inoculated but you have become part of the false promise, part of the false cure that is worse than the disease. Copyright © 2017 Anthony Cavuoti, All Rights Reserved

The degree to which the parent is ripened as an authentic individual is the degree to which both child and parent derive satisfaction and personal growth out of their exchanges.

Too often we here in our culture how much parents sacrificed for their children. Then later in life how much the adult children need to be indebted to their parents for all that the parents gave up for them. I once heard it said by a professor in a grad school family counseling course that even if the parent is emotionally neglectful of the child and or emotionally abusive to the child due to the parent’s narcissism or other mental health issues, the parents still sacrificed a great deal of themselves for the child. Phrases such as sacrificed and gave up, clearly indicates a one-sidedness, that overall the parent lost something, and the child gained something more in this exchange. The term reciprocity more accurately reflects the true state of this child parent relationship where both mutually benefit. What is remarkable is that most modern culture still see the parent child relationship as a monumental sacrifice on the parents’ behalf. It is a monumental responsibility yes, to experience it as a sacrifice completely misses the mark, it fails to appreciate how much joy, intrinsic fulfillment, potential transformative awareness and emotional growth the parent derives from their day to day caring for and interacting with their child, with their toddler, with this being that is new to this world, with his or her innocence where everything is new once again, in their precocious forming nature, in that short time when the clear fount of life itself spontaneously expresses its uniqueness with abundantly less of the distortions of society and culture. The degree to which the parent is ripened as an authentic individual is the degree to which both child and parent derive satisfaction and personal growth out of their exchanges. As parents, as caregivers this experience nurtures our inner most being on the deepest levels so profoundly that it is in affable, it receives minimum recognition and appreciation by society. The healthier the interactions on the parents behalf the more both child and parent(s) acquire out of this relationship and the less it is experienced as a sacrifice on the parents behalf and more as an honor.

Sunday, March 31, 2019

Each one of us is not only a unique expression of creation

Each one of us is not only a unique expression of creation, but each of us is part of the very core of creation. To some degree we all identify with the distortions of the environment we entered this world from. Through these afflictions we heal ourselves as well as one another. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

As distinct original individuals are uniqueness is outside of the known ways

As distinct original individuals are uniqueness is outside of the known ways that most relate to one another, yet the fire is in the flint, the latent potentials are there. They exist as potentials waiting to be released, but it will take sustained energy, daring and confidence to manifest them. There is an irresistible drive in you to make something happen, there is something that is you, like breathing, it is your essence that the energy of your life strives to express, sometimes you have to created or be part of the collective process that allows the conditions of it, the latent potentials of yourself and others to come forth, other times the conditions are right and it requires less effort and risk; less, not no daring, effort, risk and courage. Imagine how far you could go if you gave an all out effort even in the best of circumstances. Copyright © 2019 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Fire in the Flint.

I am one with creation, with life itself; an unique embodiment of creation immersed in this social cultural evolving ecology of other unique expressions of creation, each one of us in various means and degrees directly and indirectly awakening, inspiring, motivating, kindling, loving, challenging, antagonizing, confronting each other to become the most fulfilled expression of the unique recapitulation and emanation of creation that we are, though often we do not see it at the moment but upon reflection, in wise interpretation we realize that it is there like fire in the Flint. Copyright © 2019 Anthony Cavuoti, MA, LMFT All Rights Reserved

Saturday, March 30, 2019

Atlas shrugs

As you ripen inwardly you cultivate perceptions, powers that increasingly allow you to discern more clearly, to really know more distinctly what is in your best interest, one way this shows is that you are more enthralled by liberated and differentiated individuals, that you are attracted to more evolved souls and your less compulsively driven to prove yourself too and through ignorance and those fixated on their delusions. Even those whose personal delusions are sanctioned by societies and the cultures delusions; ( conformity, mediocrity , entitlement, indifference, disingenuousness, being but a few) as you mature inwardly you are less likely to get entangled in personal and business relationships with such Individuals, groups and institutions. As you know yourself more, your awareness increases, with some practice and willingness to tolerate the many setbacks and frustrations you can cultivate the strengths and skills too better set as well as maintain appropriate boundaries, then as a result of such solidified gains, you are less likely to attempt the futile task of repaying false emotional debts and or rescuing or being manipulated by those that refuse to learn from their life, from those that are not able and or willing to reflect, from those that use empathy to disable instead of enable, from those that lack courage, from those that are addicted to controling others by catering to their weaknesses, that are addicted to their false pride and fears, when you refuse to suffer in the hands of fools anymore you are less likely to maroon yourself in the collective conformity of being hyper normal, overly adapting, overly adjusting, overly self conscious. This comes through experiences where by you are more able to appreciate the uniqueness of your pattern of attributes and the powers of your originality. You more fully come to understand that potentiating your unique array of powers benefits far more than yourself. You realize that this process needs to be taken seriously, that it is not automatic, it is valuable an requires sustained effort and careful nurturing. A knowing has become part of you, part of which is that the degree to which you persevere, deal with the resistance and struggles and live out the full range of your powers is the degree to which others who take the maturity of there being serious have the opportunity to individuate and potentiate their powers in a meaningful way that vitalizes others. Your daring to individuate, to live out the full range of your powers despite the resistance of our cultural mediocrity increases the range of opportunities for you to cultivate, express and share the full range of your powers consciously with others that have the courage to become what they are instead of always having to twist, disfigure, homogenize yourself so as to be accepted as well as taken serious through the marginalized rules of engagement that society, culture and individual’s compulsively impose on themselves and each other. That is you see the importance of not falling asleep and allowing the stream of commonality, impose mediocrity and conformity to carry you down the path of marginal unfulfilling existences. As a result you choose to associate with people that have perfected their powers, individuals with more of a propensity to assist you in flourishing instead of frustrating the cultivation and expression of your uniqueness. You choose people that have the ability and intent to assist you in flourishing instead of those that mistake weakness, conformity with maturity As you become more selective you find that you are less frustrated in more able for you have chosen people that support your becoming as opposed to covertly or overtly undermining you. You chose people that accommodate support and nurture you to express your debths with the least amount of distortions. Copyright © 2019 Anthony Cavuoti MA. All Rights Reserved

Sunday, June 10, 2018

Dreams

Dreams remind us of what we are, of who we are. Dreams also show us how we are relating to others and how we get in our own way. They tell us how we come to terms with our self. How we betray our self and how we find our way back to our self.

Monday, May 28, 2018

Why should criminally narcissist corrupt people thrive under the cloak of legitimacy?

We're living in a point of time where the powers to cover up the truth are both falling apart and being more firmly established. There's an interregnum here where we could really find ourselves or we could lose ourselves even more profoundly. Think of Winston Churchill, in many ways he was monumentally wrong but in the most significant way he was monumentally right! All the people that opposed him had absolute impeccable confidence in their delusions. How they shamelessly chipped away at him to the point where he even doubted himself at times. In such situations where we faced harsh opposition's of delusions of corrupt superficiality we have to be like Winston Churchill. We could be flawed. We could have many defects but we could be right and deep and profound and carry a truth of a higher Liberation that the status quo wants to conceal and destroy. We need to be more like Winston Churchill not like say Brian Jones, those are extreme examples but I'm sticking to an English theme today. Why should criminally narcissist corrupt people thrive under the cloak of legitimacy? Practice and perfect your skills through the pain. Cherish your connection to your soul. Reaffirmed the affiliations of your sublime depths. Endurance, as truth, follow through with what you know, make real your essence as it overlaps with what is real as it dissolves the delusions of the corrupt.

Saturday, May 12, 2018

Very Young and very old

The music of the very young and the very old harmonize, synthesize, very sublimely. The very young recently arrived from the spirit realm, the elders are close to re-emerging with it. The very young are coming into this collective deception we call reality, culture, society and normality, the elders are letting it go. The youngest know intuitively that this reality is a distorted, condensed play out of the choices they made in the dream in between the spirit world and this world; the elders know that soon they will be transforming them-self most profoundly again in the transformation between this world and the next, in this in between state the some total of their life has the potential to both clear their perceptions of the spiritual realms and distort it, such choices that each of them will make will not just transform them but creation itself in some way, yet it will stay the same but they will not for it will determined their next existence.

Monday, July 24, 2017

Let me break the pattern just one more time

Let me break the pattern just one more time Monday, July 24, 2017 9:00 PM Let me break the pattern just one more time. Let me break through the solidified impeachable wall of empirical truth, moral psychological developmental, categorical truths. That freed me, walled me in. Let me break through the barriers of truth to the truth for which is in me. It was real before, I made it real but was it just an illusion since it was real it became real the illusion was real. Because I believed it was real I knew it was real it became real. Broke through the doubt and fear then let me break through it now in this false but true reality let me break the pattern let me break through reality into reality into what is one more time. July 24, 2017 9:00 PM

Thursday, November 17, 2016

Face the abuse and trauma neglect that you went through and free yourself

The scientist now say the parts of our brain compete with other parts The part of our brain that are disproportionately activated Well nobody talks about that That's where your addiction comes in The hell with all the mind games and tricks of the mind they Never works Face the abuse and trauma neglect that you went through and free yourself move away from ignorant people and be around people that you can talk honestly with about what you feel What you know and what you are be Yourself quit playing these stupid rules given to you by stupid people Copyright © 2016 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

All drug treatment centers and detox centers are scams. They never asked the question, why did you become an addict, what needs are behind your addiction.

All substance-abuse addicts were abused or neglected as children. All drug treatment centers and detox centers are scams. They never asked the question, why did you become an addict, what needs are behind your addiction. Instead they talk about what makes you feel good, change your thoughts, change how you interpret your dysfunctional family. They Never want to help you face the truth that is the cause of your addiction. Why, because they are invested in making money from your addiction and keep You coming back. Do not take your drugs, Take our medications, take our drugs. Never get to the root of your problem. You can't fix the titanic by dealing with the deck. The pain from your addiction is deep below. That is why none of the detox centers and drug treatment centers ever work. Yes your emotionally that collected and stunted parents are the cause of the root of your addiction. Faceing this truth is how you free yourself from it now, you're responsible. The emotional detox by facing this poison and getting it out with someone who can except you contain your pain and help you find your voice that is your task.