To our self more and more each time.

Each life awakens us more and more, deeper and deeper, to our self more and more each time. We might not see it now, feel it now, understand it now, get the full meaning of it, appreciate it, understand its influences, most likely not, or only very minimally. But each life no matter what contributes to us, our individual evolution and the collective evolution. Each life is like a leaf, and each life is a new leaf on the new tree, a tree in a different country or in a different continent or time or another time or in another world, or on the exact same tree, in the exact same location. The organic leaf it self lives and dies each time, but the essence of it, it’s uniqueness belongs to an ecological system of subtle forces that are part of the changing foundation of time space, and the seen and unseen forces with their many intermittent vaporous manifestations. Copyright © 1993 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

My unclear subjective emerging I of me

My unclear subjective emerging I of me is not looking for resolution, meaning, nirvana, heaven, paradise, or non existence, it is simply striving for fulfillment, expression, to fully experience the maximum intensity and radiance of its aliveness, each life is simply increasing the wave of my passions, of my emotions, of the tides of my rising being in which it reached the pinnacle of which I am right now. But this wave has become conscious of itself, and I was born trying to escape it, out run it, but by chance I am body surfing on it, trying not to be thrown off of it as I ride it, to where, I do not know. I sense it, I intuit it, I trust it, even in the storms, most of the time, enough of the time. It is not great acts of heroism, great works of achievement, security, victory and recognition, that resonate most real in us, that give us the most sustaining joy, it is those real moments, tenderness, expression , our truth, love, and even resistance of the powers, of the pleasures, of the standards. of the securities, of the overwhelming traditions of lies that the vast majority of take to be real, such give a little to parts of your ego, take greatly from your soul, and/or dignity. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

What your really feel deep and sense down inside of you, is more real

Did you ever notice that what your really feel deep and sense down inside of you, is more real, is more powerful than your history, tendencies, ways and limitations, and when you fully aligned yourself with this and fully commit to your truth, the God within you, and the active God which this universe is part of manifests unseen power and beauty of you that you always into your life.

If you had a difficult birth, a difficult childhood, a turbulent adolescents.

If you had a difficult birth, a difficult childhood, a turbulent adolescents, a hard time during youth, if you had any of these all or of these, chances are you Journeyed from some far places, with a transformative message, an important message, and something is blocking you here, Your message is something that is necessary and vital And it upsets and threatens the established order. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

You are more much more and greater than any diagnosis

If you had a difficult childhood, chances are that you have a transformative message, that threatens the established order. You are more much more and greater than any diagnosis, that is just a Fashion trend that really promotes as it conceals political and financial investments. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

You do not have to review your life through the twisted and distorted lens of those that do not understand or get you

You do not have to review your life through the twisted and distorted lens of those that do not understand or get you, those that are unable or unwilling to get you or all the above. Someone from the Inquisition the Spanish Inquisition will never be able to understand an astrologers of today discover new plants and demention of the universe. Go on with your enlightenment and fulfillment and leave them behind. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved Like · Comment · Share

The range of experience that we have are unique to us

The range of experience that we have are unique to us and far beyond the convention understanding of the structure of reality and conventionality as well as our understanding of mind, society, culture and the ordinary flow of things as well as time. Cultivate your special powers, attributes and abilities. Do not let others limited, conventional views of you and the world limit your will and confidence in making what what is reality to you. For that uniqueness which is you with its powers of expantion and synthesize dimensions is more powerful than all of the galaxies and it belongs to creation, though it comes through you, and only your uniqueness can fulfill as well as express it. Those that are conventional and adhered to the rules of some set status quo are trapped in the prison of so call normality. Be free and stay free! Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Lost for ever

To be addicted to false pleasure is a way to be lost for ever. Be with those that cherish your treasure. Not those refusing to face their false measure. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Committed to the truth

The degree for which you are committed to the truth (of your childhood) is the degree for which the virtuous cycle will without do the negative cycle in your relationships and in your life. The commitment to really know your truth, over and over again, no matter what will guide you away from people using you for their twisted desires, for their need to keep you small so as to hide from their self betrayal and (the commitment to really know your truth will guide you) towards those that genuinely care for you and want to share their self fulfillment with you. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Deceptive slogans

One of the most popular and deceptive slogans going around to day is, do you want to be right or do you want to be happy. It should say, do you want to know the truth, ( for that is the only way to real and lasting happiness) or do you want to remain deceived and continue pretending, so as to avoid your truth and any chance for real happiness and fulfillment. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Life will show you the way

The door will open, not based on your personality, achievements, efforts, not based on any conventional measurement of intelligence, talent or so called adjustment, but based on your essence, how much of it you desire to experience. Beware, your inborn greatness is too often not received my your family, or the world and if it is too often the world is indifferent , and antagonistically hostel world that too often moves towards destroying more then embracing what is great. For most fear the real, their real self, and what awakens them to be what they truly are, they fear what releases them from the prison of their false self and the deceptions that it surrounds it self in. Leave the fools, go forwards into your joy anyways. Life will show you the way.

The risk of not being one self is too great

The risk of not being one self is too great. One must be what one is no matter the cost, no matter what the risk. The false layers fall away, let them fall, let your self be. When you had enough of the unsatisfying ways of adopting and just be, you know it, they ways will come, invisible, but never failing like the air in your lungs. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Though we are plagued with faults

Though we are plagued with faults, emotional surges that derail us at times, we still find our center enough to change what we do not want in ways that bring us closer to those that we need in our life and distance our self from those that we unknowingly use to hide from our real self, with its many splendorous powers and desires.

The parents that realy did not want their children

The parents that realy did not want their children, but can not and will not admit this to them selves are responsible for the murder of their children souls, for they do not care about the child’s future self and the damage they do to them that will last them for the rest of their life. They are responsible for their own willful ignorance and indifference. Such slowly destroy their children every time they use, or mis use an so called legitimate excuses to release their pent-up frustrate and hostility towards the innocent child. As an adult they will internalize this insidious hostility and abuse and destroy themselves. Everyone will say what wonderful parents they had and what horrible human beings they are. We are responsible for challenging the ignorance we inherited from our family, from our culture, from our race from our time.

HOW I SEE THE WORLD TIMES

In some of my writings, I am speaking to the human potential, not as what we are instead what we potentially are, what is latent in us. I am not speaking to our envious nature. At other times I look life directly in the eyes and see us as we are, behind the pretense, the charades and the masks. This is the latter. I've noticed that when I go out with a black lady, say to the movie theater, some of the looks I get from some middle class couples, is just unbelievable. The contempt they cannot conceal is pathetic. But when I get these looks when I'm with my children I really have a low opinion of some of human nature. The pre-judgement which I receive from them is worse than a pre-judgement blind ignorance I received when I was a dyslexic child in narrow minded grammar school in the 60s and 70s with and bitter, ridge and narrowminded teachers. Of course, most of the time I ignore the ignorant bastards as I enjoy my time with my love ones. But I see, it I feel it. Like a stench,I cannot not notice it. I really appreciate the few, the very few that have a higher estimate of human nature and authentically live it.

WHERE IS YOUR ALLEGIANCE?

WHERE IS YOUR ALLEGIANCE? MOST PEOPLE NEVER QUESTION THE HYPOCRISY OF THEIR UPBRINGING. They think that they are adults but they’re only playing the roles assigned to them, roles they took to get their parents approval, and societies approval, roles they simply had to take out of fear, when they were small and vulnerable. But we know that our upbringing in our society has many blind spots where cruelty, indifference hides, very many, Just look at our indifference towards children, most parents still unquestionably believe yelling at their children is alright even into adulthood, then hitting the children is alright, that shaming their children is alright. It is not alright! Most Parents still think, “as long as I give my children food and shelter it is alright for me to make my demands on them, at the expense of their own personality ” to ignore, who they really are, and cut out the sides of the child’s personality that they do not find accepting. Most parents expect their children adult children to conform to their warped expectations. This form of perpetration is why others perpetrator abuses and indifference towards others, most of the time socially sanctioned other times not. You cannot buy enough of anything, you cannot consume enough of anything and you cannot be enough of anything to fill the void of childhood abuses and neglect we all suffered. By facing this suffering and feeling it, and refusing to perpetrate it on the vulnerable and the week and refusing to glorify it in the name of a proper upbringing, racial superiority or irrigants, we are taking the steps to enf this plague upon ourselves and the next-generation. Copyright © 2014 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

We are all here to reveal this human potential

We are all here to reveal this human potential to one another in our own unique way, through others and our own very frustrating limitations and destructive false perceptions. What children need is enough space to find their own way. With real love, caring, wisdom of the parents constant reflective life as the port to come and go, they will discover the known an unknown of life, of them selves with all of its unique gifts and powers. Anthony Cavuoti. All Rights Reserved 20011

Little miracles,

Little miracles, big miracles are so very common, they really are. Life could fill you with so much anxiety one moment, later that day you see it was clearing you to wisdom, now you love much wiser, deeper, you love so much more alive.

Our attachment patterns our the shells for which we extend out to others, that we we emerge from, most get marooned in them to some extent, still most find a way to have fulfilling lives.

Simply striving

My unclear subjective emerging I of me is not looking for resolution, meaning, nirvana, heaven, paradise, or non existence, it is simply striving for fulfillment, expression, to fully experience the maximum intensity and radiance of its aliveness, each life is simply increasing the wave of my passions, of my emotions, of the tides of my rising being in which it reached the pinnacle of which I am right now. But this wave has become conscious of itself, and I was born trying to escape it, out run it, but by chance I am body surfing on it, trying not to be thrown off of it as I ride it, to where, I do not know. I sense it, I intuit it, I trust it, even in the storms, most of the time, enough of the time. It is not great acts of heroism, great works of achievement, security, victory and recognition, that resonate most real in us, that give us the most sustaining joy, the most real feelings of aliveness, it is those real moments, tenderness, expression , our truth, love, and even resistance of the powers, of the pleasures, of the standards, of the securities, of the overwhelming traditions of lies that the vast majority take to be real, such give a little to some parts of your ego while stealthily taking greatly from your soul, and/or dignity. Perhaps this is true once you get to a certain age. It is true for me.