My God, My God

My God, My God, why hast thou forsaken me, we all have such moments, all seems hopeless.  There is nothing, still we go on, we find a way.  If we have done works of the soul, if we have moments before the cross where we where true to our core, those muster seeds will carry our depths, our soul, our life to a new  life here or to new lands, to new hope, to more noble   fulfilling  desires  to  better more refined worlds to come.

Your conscious intent

Your conscious intent will heal and offset your unconscious issues, your attachment patterns, in time as well as instantly provide you with healing experiences when you deeply and really mean it, that is to the degree that you connect with your depths, see the God in others, and make a loving way even in the face of seemingly overwhelming intentional ignorance and cruelty..

A real moment of intimacy

A real moment of intimacy, of wisdom, of bliss could make up for years of the hardships of the journey through the desert.   

This here and now goes on forever

Some say there is no heaven, there is no hell, all there is, is this, right here.  In a sense they are right, this here and now is all that we have. However, this here and now goes on forever, we desire to land in a place where our here and now is more in accordance, more able to fulfill our desires, our longings, our depths, a here and now that is more fulfilling to our soul, more in accordance with our inner most being, with the unique expression of creation we all are.   We do not travel alone, such as life, we travel in clusters of overlapping similarities.  We want to leave this world better than how we entered it, we desire to go to worlds better than this, or enter this world from a better place; were we can experience a wider range of fulfilling experiences. Even heaven or nirvana, above both birth and death, sin and desire, are new births into higher realms of being, perhaps fulfilling even higher, more subtle desires in even greater harmony.

The magic of life, like happiness is the byproduct of

The magic of life, like happiness is the byproduct of a great deal of faith, determination, courage, self discipline and love, with direction as well as vision, not just for yourself but for the people you care about and humanity in general. Also being here enough to see the beauty, the paradise in your life, such moments expand creation more than a million big bangs. 

I see them

When I was younger I wanted to overcome the world, in dreams I seen it from above, I wanted to influence, to share my feelings of God, to express an impulse, a will I did not yet understand, yet new, part of me still feels that way, but much less. I am in awe of the people, the lovely souls that have shared some much, over come so much, are not seem by their love ones yet, I see them, they see their light upon me, slowly they see them selves in my eyes, and their own. The world sees them as they come more and more into focus. Such brighten up the world, the lives of some many others.

Unified field theory

They say I did not reach my destination, that I was wrong, still I went on, our intent, our wisdom, folly, determination, steadfastness, passion are parts of our soul. You should see my discoveries in the other worlds I was born into, worlds far grander, more interesting in endless positive ways than the one you are in now.

Own unique connection with God

After we really find our own unique connection with God, above the slogans of timed public displays of faith, beyond pleasure, ease, personal reward, we change the world, but we must follow through, not give up in the face of this seemingly overwhelming struggle.

like a kick in the Balls

Sunday, September 02, 2012

When I was a child, a teenager I thought that I was not smart enough, did not love enough, that is why I could not read or wright like the others. Though now I know it is dyslexia, at times the old feelings still come up, like a kick in the Balls it still hurts, the pain lingers.

attachment patterns marooned

• Our attachment patterns our the island for which we extend out to others, that we we emerge from, most get marooned in them to some extent,

  

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Anthony Cavuoti

Charles Bukowski spent a significant part of his prime fighting, I spent a portion of mind doing stand up, like Charles Bukowski I lost most of the time, but my victories were so glorious.

When I was a child, a teenager I thought that I was not smart enough, did not love enough, that is why I could not read or wright like the others. Though now I know it is dyslexia, at times the old feelings still come up, like a kick in the Balls it still hurts, the pain lingers.

uniquel

Life is the expression of the desire of the soul to manifest and to share what it uniquely perceives and feels. Columbus's essence is deep in discovery

Buddha is the essence of wisdom, the triumph of wisdom


Christ is the essence of love, the essence of wisdom, the triumph of love, the triumph of wisdom