Life will find a way to bring that out of you

No matter how unfairly you have been treated, or misunderstood, when you bring out the best in others, support that, life will find a way to bring that out of you and support that! Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Tiger cat

When I seen her there was something special about her. Something moved me, a pathos, A tender vinifying, somehow I felt like I always knew her. I thought she was buying lottery tickets in the back of the 7 11 I saids you are going to buy winner, she says I am just getting money from the ATM. She said it was her birthday We spoke Something just clicked She said she used to be a paralegal That she was going to go to law school but stopped because the bad guys win all the time. I told her what I did and that I understand I was low on money so I waited two weeks before I asked her out It was too cold to go on a picnic so she asked me to go to her place to help her put in cabinets. It seems a cabinets fell, her Kitchen cabinets The ones above the sink She bought some new ones She did not want the landlord to know that she had a cat She couldn't afford to pay the extra deposit money for the cat She was impressed because I had a toolbox I helped her Looked up how to put cabinets up on youtube so that I look like I knew what I was doing some. It was interesting She called me Popeye Probably because I was working so hard trying to impress her in putting up the cabinets. Tiger cat that was her cat, the cat, liked me The cat would caress me Snuggle by me One of my clients called One of my client’s Brother needed to be homeschooled and I was all right with it, I was confident with that Let the client know it was all right. I was a little impatient but still kind. Called on my day off. I worked hard putting in the nails, finding a way. Using the power screwdrivers. Afterwords, she took me in her car, we went to fat Burgers she really knew how to enjoy her food, Then she took me shopping with her for some things for her catering business She really knew how to have fun Then she Took me to one of the bars that she frequents Inside gave me some pictures of herself Later she asked me to me to meet her at one of her favorite bar, the leopard room it was right by my place I went home change the matter there I watched her move about the crowd all night long Everyone was enchanted by her she always return to me like tiger cat Then we went to my home afterwards But for the next many many enchanting nights we went to her home The cat loved me tiger cat Tiger cat would always come by me Even when she was on the phone with me tiger cat would ask for me. Approached me fearlessly Confidently, always eliciting my affection She wanted to cut Tiger cats tail off Started knocking things down on her small coffee table in her apartment. Told her, don't do that to the cat She loved me. Tiger cat loved me for a long time it seemed though it was only a few weeks, or months. But eventually she brought tiger cat back where she found them God how I wish I could somehow see tiger cat again Christ how I miss tiger cat!!!!!

Emotions

Once you start to be real with what you feel, you feel,you exist; you live more deeply sublimely and profoundly. (You cannot change others, or inspire them to be something they are not, or refuse to be, (meaning more genuine), or are afraid to be.) But you can be yourself, be your self more profoundly, deeply, meaningfully. Refusing to be abused, devalued, underrated, and disrespected. Even more than having a great life and having a great life that is yours, the degree for which you are real with life, life is real with you. This start with how you really feel. It is our emotions that compel, that create the circumstances and conditions for our being, for our existence. In my case this unclear subjective emerging I of me is not looking for resolution, meaning, nirvana, heaven, paradise, or non existence, it is simply striving for fulfillment, expression, to fully experience the maximum intensity and radiance of its aliveness, each life is simply increasing the wave of my passions, of my emotions, of the tides of my rising being in which it reached the pinnacle of which I am right now. But this wave has become conscious of itself, and I was born trying to escape it, out run it, but by chance I am body surfing on it, trying not to be thrown off of it as I ride it, to where, I do not know. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Too many people Use the machine of society not to promote life but the Destroy life. Without knowing it they destroy themselves though they appear to flourish. All will be Revene All will be seen All will be know There is no Judgment Day simply a revealing day. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Too many people Use the machine of society not to promote life but the Destroy life. Without knowing it they destroy themselves though they appear to flourish. All will be Revene All will be seen All will be know There is no Judgment Day simply a revealing day. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Be true to your higher calling

No matter how strong your desires are, Be true to your higher calling which springs from your inner depths and your God-given talents Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Going within

Going within Gathering my storm Brings me back to how I was formed Alone in the gray I emerged A drive of profound, loving, unstoppable appreciation Deeply desiring to be true to the light This source, I am a small piece of it, an unique embodiment of it, expression of it A planet orbiting a star When I return I will have added and have been. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Trust is the real currency

Trust is the real currency that keeps the world going and it keeps our lives in order and he keeps us on track. Trust is lacking in our culture and our society, it is replaced by cleverness, deceit selfishness and with the motto what ever it takes to get ahead. If you trust your considered to have a weakness. People that say I do not trust, are respected and feared for in their cunning no one can trick them and deceive them. Then again whatever they have to share inside doesn't adequately become manifest because is no real currency for it to come through, trust. The problem is, if you don't trust, you will not trust yourself, know your self, you will always be a reflection of others distortions of life instead of a reflection of real life and your own depths. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Coming into being so promising

I open my door, the dark gray horizon, the cold winter wind carries me. Reborn, born coming into being so promising, so sublimely, making promises to life. Purifying myself so sincerely. The healing, comforting me so gentle, so warm, so loving. The erotic presence undoing myself so deliciously, amplified me, synthesizing me, like no other. With sophisticated, reflecting so wisely. With hero, going ahead so bravely so steadfastly. With vision so original, so liberating, With warrior, I'm determined, so sincere. With earth, so grounded, so secure.

What is it that most people do

What is it that most people do, get a job that you really hate for an inadequate amount of money. Try to please and or idealize a parent or someone from the older generation that never reflected on their life. Become emotionally over involved with some one from the opposite sex like you that has all sorts of unreasonable expectations. Try to obtain all of your satisfaction, fulfill all your unreasonable, and inflated dreams in such of relationship that is really a compensation that reflects your worst pathological attachment patterns. Attachment patterns that you refuse to see, that you cannot see because you never had time to reflect on yourself and know your truth, Dugs alcohol and desperation you go from one relationship to another or stay in a shitty marriage and pretend it is great.

The insidious side of cyberspace

But this is happening Right now, there is a deprogramming aberration amongst us dyslexia, Dyslexia the biological rebel We are slowly allowing our selves to be programed by our own random interactions with Facebook and the internet; how, well in you're responsible for individuation and integrating our self, but it seems of Facebook and the Internet is doing it for us but for their own benefit. Passive integration does not serve ourselves it serves their Financial interest and reduces us to a commodity. Facebook and Internet advertising towards us Interferes with contaminates our sacred synchronistic process.It's slowly pulls us away from ourselves into an object of desires of hungers with no center with no core, with no vistas, no dreams, no horizon in short with no soul. It will be a pigs paradise we will be well fed animals without any real dreams of her own. But of Course we could buy dreams for ourselves on the Internet, right. Wait now, from childhood onwards our forming emotional and psychological development and augmentation and developmental will be very influenced by this monetary driven, artificial process. We will be shaped as well as influence in ways that we can not even imagine. We will be Manipulated and coerced without us even knowing it. As a matter of fact, we could end up being active participants in her own self negation. So what is the implication of all of this. Instead of this life being our own personal encounter to enrich our own soul We become objectified, made to identify with the most superficial levels of ourselves, hence narcissism is the new normal, and our life now serves the few in their own personal interest. Right back to the worst part of Rome I can foresee a time where a psychological disorder will be equivalent to an act of self satisfying spontaneous expression. That is if you form a conviction or an impulse from a deep level of yourself such of an act challenge the status quo in you will be label deviant with A pathology and of course there will be a medication that will make you well, that will that will heighten your arousal to superficial stimulation and alienate you from your deeper sources and levels of your mind. But this is happening Right now, there is a deprogramming aberration amongst us dyslexia, Dyslexia the biological rebel Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Enchantress

He wanted to change the world with his ideas of the archetypical portals, just like every rainbow is unique every design of a kaleidoscope is unique, we all embodied the attributes of creation in a one of a kind way, that is each of us is the universe and in the universe, and while in it in a finite embodiment we enrich it and all that we have contact with an unknown ways. But now all that he wants to do is be with her, to be with her once again in her room. She is the universe, she has everything, she is passion, life. She's a living dynamics of the vitality of life. Once you're inside life there's no getting out, everything else is so unsatisfying. Can no longer settle for facsimiles. He keeps dreaming of being with her, in her room, in the dream she has two different color eyes but she doesn't in reality. One light gray, the other dark brown. Gray, gray wolf the Native American enchantress of her. Mysteries and fold experience, in ecstasy, tenderness, in food, in drinking in touching. in her heart, in her car, in her art, in her cleaning, in her smile. He can't wait for, the title wavetitle-through the galaxys, for the next bardo, for the next incarnation, for the Phoenix. Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

That certain something

Each day we awaken more to the portion of creation that we are. We find new ways to appreciate and express that certain something as we awaken to it more and more Copyright © 2015 Anthony Cavuoti All Rights Reserved

Be as wise as the snake gentle as a dove

The has mind chambers, dimensions as well as powers that we do not comprehend, We are all increasing, expanding our powers and our experiences of who we are We increase her range together at the same time we work at cross purposes It all starts with imagination, following through. With plans, with experiments, with reflections Be as wise as the snake gentle as a dove, as Christ said.